Come back home.

Ok, SO now that I've gone through my most emotional breakup(to-date)I can start to revitalize myself. I've been listening to alot of new and different music which I'd like to share with you( refering to my readers as if I were refering to my dairy) along with some other thoughts I've been having.

I would like to get my foot tatoo, no this isn't my foot, but the idea is basically the same. A peace dove, with two olive branches in it's mouth. I'm not sure if I'd like a heart or a Namaste symbol above it or not.I have time. I don't want to rush into any thing on any level right now. I finnaly took the plunge and got my left nostril peirced. I love it sooo much. LOVE IT.
I'm thinking about getting the other side done as well. I could have one hoop and one stud,I think it would look interesting none the less, don't you?

I was talking to my cousin the other day about how I want my blog to be bad ass and have all of these cool intereactive things such as: Numerology and daily zodiacs for my visitors.Along with things like: My top favorite youtubers; since I have my own account and all, favorite brands of food,make-up,clothes and just all of my favorites.BIG PLANS GUYS..big ones. ahahaha. I'm a silly kid. I would also like to feature other bloggers, so if any one actually reads my blog, shoot me a message and I will feature you on a side bar or some thing.

love lost sucks. it really does. I hate it. I hate still being inlove, it's only been a short time, and I know he is still mad, but. At the end of the day, I wish nothing bad on him I only wish I had him. Truth is. I'm scared, of people. I'm scared of becoming some one who doesn't care. People just don't care, because they will do what ever is best for them, but that isn't bad, it's just that no matter how hard you try to be a good person, even if it was in best intentions, you still hurt some one who hoenstly love(s)(d) you. even if the whole thing was toxic. I feel like, a toxic relationship is just a relationship that has so much passion and so much caring, but the people involved, don't know how to express that. they don't want to lose each other.

He was like my favorite pair of underwear. faded, slightly torn, and tattered along the edges. but at the end of the day, he was mine and made me feel so comfy and sexy.

A little Spice in your life

So, I digg this style. can you digg it?

Yes it may be stunning, but I only like looking at the ocean.I'm not going in it.